Thursday, March 19, 2026

Paul Atreides

Paul is the only fictional character who I have identified with. Texas is my Arrakis. My DNA is not meant for such a harsh climate, but it makes me stronger. Paul's journey of awakening is different than mine in several ways; he starts out younger, he has dedicated royal teachers, he has mathematical abilities, a mother who is a trained witch, and a father who is royalty.


What Paul struggles with is similar to what I struggle with. We both see many different futures depending on the choices we make and know that there is a very narrow path forward to reach the best outcome. Surrounded by enemies and potential futures of disaster, every choice he makes is important. People look to him for leadership. He believes in leading people in the old way. He is not afraid to do the necessary killing of evil himself.


Paul is robbed of normalcy. He lives a carefully crafted, precisely planned life where he is groomed for power. We are different in that way, but we were both deprived of normalcy. I admire Paul because he is willing to go where no one has gone before and look in a forbidden place to look in the mind of human consciousness and awareness. His evolution in mind and the spreading of his consciousness is the defining characteristic and each day of my life has been a journey along that same line.

Tuesday, January 20, 2026

Philosopher King

In Plato's Republic, the question arises: can a philosopher rule as a king? Socrates answers this question by saying philosophers must rule as kings and the education of the guardian class of citizens must act as a selection process to provide the most excellent philosopher king. “Until philosophers rule as kings or those who are now called kings and leading men genuinely and adequately philosophize, that is, until political power and philosophy entirely coincide, while the many natures who at present pursue either one exclusively are forcibly prevented from doing so, cities will have no rest from evils, nor, I think, will the human race."1 In book III, Socrates suggests that the citizens of the ideal city should be told a noble lie about the selection process of their rulers called the myth of the metals. This noble lie will serve to unite the citizens and ensure that the rulers are people who display the highest virtues of ancient Greek society; wisdom, courage, arĂȘte, patience, good judgment and physical strength. According to Socrates, the role of the philosopher in the political body is to help in the education process of the human soul.


Knowledge is information that is remembered by an individual, wisdom is the skillful application of knowledge which is used to navigate through life gracefully, to weigh the possible outcomes of decisions, to depart from cultural conventions, and for self preservation. Socrates is one of the quintessential examples of a philosopher and his most famous metaphor is the allegory of the cave. In book VII, Socrates describes how the people living in the cave can only see what is cast on the wall in front of them as shadows. The role of the philosopher is to help in the education process of the human soul which includes recognizing that all of the shadows on the wall are not real and eventually leaving the cave entirely. Once someone has left the cave, they can be exposed to the sun and the form of “The Good”. The form of The Good can illuminate all things to an individual and bring them to a level of understanding. The stages of leaving the cave represent the stages of life and the process of education. According to Socrates, a philosophers must rule, protectors must uphold the ruler's convictions and producers must focus on their trades, skills and crafts. “Neither the uneducated and uninformed of the truth, nor yet those who never make an end of their education, will be able ministers of state; not the former, because they have no single aim of duty which is the rule of all their actions, private as well as public; nor the latter because they will not act at all except upon compulsion.”2


Socrates was sentenced to death by his city and was not given the justice that he deserved. A philosopher owes no justice to any city because a philosopher grows in understanding, virtue and wisdom by traveling the world, exposing their self to other cultures and structures of government. By engaging with new people, new ideas, new places, a philosopher wrestles with questions that focus on the core of human nature and the nature of reality. Socrates' death remains an example of how a philosopher can be blamed for an entire nation's problems and misfortune when his only real goal in life was to understand life was to understand justice, virtue, truth, morality, beauty and the meaning of life. Socrates' allegory of the cave remains an important metaphor for education and the Socratic method remains as a part of higher education that is still practiced today.


A philosopher is someone who has a deep conviction to find the truth about the structure of the universe and the meaning of human life. A philosopher does not always question authority and he or she does not always have answers. Some philosophers don't fit into any mold or description, they live with the intention of defying all cultural roles, social roles and stereotypes. Some philosophers are dogmatic while others disdain dogmas and rigid thinking. Some philosophers ask questions that poke the uncomfortable areas of the human mind to stimulate thought. Philosophers can be like gardeners; watering, cultivating, and growing the minds of the people around them. Philosophers can also be like the sun; consistent, powerful, direct and energetic. A philosopher can be like a mountain; firm, unwavering, massive in their knowledge and wisdom. Some philosophers want to find the truth more than others, so they are driven to experiment with different methods of finding truth that are both scientific and non scientific. Philosophy is not an exact science, it is an art; an activity of the human mind with limitations only supplied by the philosophers themselves. 

The role of the philosopher in the city has shifted as the internet provides people with access to information about ancient and modern philosophy. Socrates' vision of the "Philosopher King" is an example of how a philosopher can create a unique solution to a problem and can improve the lives of all people.

Republic. Plato. 473 c-e

Republic. Plato. 183. Benjamin Jowett. Mineola, NY: Dover Publications, 2000


The Road to Serfdom

Friedrich Hayek was right to worry that central planning of an economy would lead to full totalitarianism. Hayek explains in The Road to Serfdom that economic liberties and personal liberties are inseparable. Politics is the authoritative allocation of values and resources, therefore when a government controls all aspects of the economy, it controls all aspects of people’s lives.


In The Road to Serfdom, Hayek writes: “Our freedom of choice in a competitive society rests on the fact that, if one person refuses to satisfy our wishes, we can turn to another. But if we face a monopolist we are at his absolute mercy. An authority directing the whole economic system of the country would be the most powerful monopolist conceivable. It would have complete power to decide what we are to be given and on what terms. It would not only decide what commodities and services were to be available and in what quantities; it would be able to direct their distributions between persons to any degree it liked.”1 According to Hayek, the government should not have the power to decide beforehand who is going to be successful in society. The government cannot effectively plan for outcomes and when economic power is consolidated in the government, it can lead to despotism.


According to Hayek, the rule of law requires that all people follow the same rules. The role of government is to enforce the rules of just conduct. A state cannot have central planning and the rule of law because central planning limits individual freedom while the rule of law is not meant to limit freedom, but rather protect the individual. The rule of law is nullified by central planning because central planning reduces the value of the individual to a means to serve the ends of the totalitarian regime and disregards the happiness of the individual. The rule of law means nothing if the people live in a state of slavery. Hayek writes: “Although we had been warned by some of the greatest political thinkers of the nineteenth century, by Tocqueville and Lord Acton, that socialism means slavery, we have steadily moved in the direction of socialism.”2


Hayek’s view on the government helping people who have been negatively affected by economic conditions is simple: the government should redistribute wealth. According to Hayek, the government should help people, not industries, so when an industry fails, the government should not bail it out but rather let it fail. By choosing what industries to keep running, the government decides who will be successful and disregards the market. If there is no demand for an industry to continue or an industry becomes obsolete due to the emergence of a new industry, the market dictates that it should fail, and the government should not intervene.


Communism was more than just an idea to Hayek, he observed how socialism in Germany led to the full scale totalitarianism of the Nazi regime and how communism in Russia led to the totalitarian dictatorship of Josef Stalin. His view was not warped by what he saw in Germany and Russia, instead his views on economics and the rule of law were directly informed by the arbitrary administrative government led by dictators. When the government creates a plan for each person, it engages in soft despotism which creates rules that limit the freedom of the individual. When the government is controlled by a dictator, it can disregard the value of human life in pursuit of its political goals. In both cases, the freedom of the individual is restricted by the regime.


A modern day example of how central planning of an economy can fail and lead to massive social unrest is in Venezuela. When oil production, the main source of income for Venezuela, became under government control, led by the dictator Hugo Chavez, oil prices fell dramatically leading to an economic collapse. The recession in Venezuela has cause food shortages, inflation and unsustainable debt. According to Hayek, the government should have stayed out of the economic planning because it could not have predicted the fall in oil prices. Although European and South American countries continue to move towards socialist policies, Hayek would have warned them that their economic future depends on their ability to allow the market to operate on its own and only seek to prevent monopolies.


Footnotes


The Road To Serfdom, Friedrich August von Hayek, Routledge Press, United Kingdom, 1944

The Road To Serfdom, Friedrich August von Hayek, Routledge Press, United Kingdom, 1944

Tuesday, October 28, 2025

Being proud to speak the truth

 Never again shall we be afraid to speak the truth or afraid to upset the fragile minds of those who cannot handle the truth. Forever we shall be proud to speak the truth for it is a righteous action.

Wednesday, September 10, 2025

A Mask

One can study the sun and moon externally, but you have the sun and moon and God within you. We must always start with ourselves because we cannot see others through the mask they wear. Only if we know ourselves can we see another, for all people are alike inside. Others are like us, they have the same good intentions to change but they cannot.

-George Ivanovich Gurdjieff

Wednesday, September 3, 2025

The Wall of Society

We only bash our heads against the rocks for long enough to learn the lesson of who we are. This society provides us with many rocks for bashing. There are many dead ends for every road forward. Much of what I have learned has now become distilled down to a single distinction: the creative and the non creative. The creative must strive to exist in soil that allows them to grow. In an uncreative industry, environment or soil, someone who can see beyond what is material and has the gift of creativity can never grow.


It is useless to feel negativity towards the cogs of the uncreative machine. People may serve a purpose in this world even if they are as rigid as a stone and have a stick way up their ass. It's not for me to decide, it is for me only to not continue down the closed paths and dead ends. It is for me only to find the eternal way.

Tuesday, June 10, 2025

The 4th Way

The teachings of George Ivanovich Gurdjieff cannot be reduced into a sensible description. The process of waking up from a state of dreamlike consciousness, from a mundane mechanical state of going through the motions is not easy to understand for many because it begins with an insult.


By all measures, telling someone that they are asleep at the wheel of their life is an insult. It is to say that you are not in control. If there is one thing that ego centric, highly programmed and reactive humans cannot be told, it is that they are not in control because their belief system and their surrounding economic system is based upon control. It undermines both the man and his nation to tell him that he is asleep. And yet for most people alive today, it is true. 


To awaken, I believe it is key to understand one concept, one which is unique to Gurdjieff, as far as I know. It is that our level of knowledge is greater than our level of being. What is a level of being? To Gurdjieff, it is the quality of food, air and mental impressions a person takes in. It is also what constitutes food for a being higher in the chain. How can a level of being be raised? Gurdjieff lays out that two fundamental practices exist for this: relaxation of muscles and self remembering. Self remembering stands in contrast to direct normal perception. At every moment, along with every outward perception, one must remember themselves.


The practice of remembering oneself goes hand in hand with elimination of wasteful mental energy. Daydreams, monologues and expression of negative emotions are all types of waste. It is one thing to understand the complexity, the variety, the ferocity of Gurdjieff's teachings and it is another to put them into practice. In my time as a human being, the teachings of Gurdjieff surpass any teaching on any subject in any format that I have ever encountered. The place to begin is the book written by his student Peter Ouspensky called In Search of The Miraculous.

Tuesday, September 24, 2024

Evil

I can think of no greater evil on this planet, God’s Green Earth, than the American Democratic Party. All things which stand as good, true, righteous and moral are inverted, destroyed and mocked by their beliefs. In every conceivable way they denigrate the people who stand for family, tradition, country and simple common sense. With an iron fist, they attempt to constantly control the framing and phrasing of all information that is present in current events. 

They cast the darkest spell known to mankind: deception, inversion, destruction. Their spells hold the minds of millions of young and old people, preying upon one of the oldest sins in existence; pride. Not only do they believe that they are right, they believe that they have the moral highground. As Ahriman’s energy contracts, Lucifer’s energy expands infinitely and believes that it is greater than God. In the same way, these people have a belief that they are superior without knowing the history of what they actually support. The level of self-deception is infuriating, every word they speak is cognitive dissonance. People who refuse to look into the history of something while blindly supporting it are people that I cannot associate with. 

I cannot upon my own moral compass, give any energy of my spirit to them because of the nature of the things they support. They support the eradication of tradition, of structure of simplicity and of concreteness. They support the idea that gender is a spectrum, that it doesn’t really matter whether someone is born with male or female chromosomes, what matters is what the individual says that they are. Without being able to see that it is the ultimate folly of subjective philosophy. A man can plainly state to everyone that he is an elephant, not a human, and be fully wrong. Just as a man can state to everyone that he is now a woman, it is just with a greater level of foolishness that this happens today regularly. Furthermore it is the darkest of dark thoughts to imagine a young boy, being guided by those who subscribe to Democrat ideology, to the surgery table. A surgery table awaits them where a brainwashed and highly immoral surgeon will carry out his orders of removing the boys’ genitals in an irreversible procedure. Billions of nerve endings, blood vessels and tissue cells are severed. The possibility of ever fathering a human life is severed. All reason and morality has been severed by those who support unthinkable procedures such as this.

 
Gentle is often the way to approach human beings, but gentle and kind is not the way to treat people who support this mind virus. It is with a fatherly strictness, a blunt honesty, a frankness of speech and a directness born of compassion for their soul that they must be treated. In many cases it is not their fault that they were deceived and they need to be led towards the light. How can they be led towards the light if you are content to watch them be guided by the devil into the pit of the fires of hell.
 

Friday, April 5, 2024

A Psychological Split, A Splinter In The Mind

 

A Psychological Split, A Splinter In The Mind

The Modern Political Scenario of a Divided Nation


Part I: The Dystopia


It is very strange to watch the world change over time and watch it undergo completely unexpected changes. The modern world is a dystopia; children are brainwashed, adults are brainwashed, truth is elusive, information is banned, falsehoods stand as truths, truths are misconstrued, there is utter confusion and chaos. Each day humanity takes another step towards annihilation and ignorance. The situation facing humanity is dire. The institutions of the Western world; the governments, corporations, industries, and other organizations have conspired against working class people. Humanity has to awaken to hard truths so that it can prevent a totalitarian technocracy from taking over the world. The only antidote to the dystopian society of the future is a great awakening in the hearts and minds of the common people.

There has been an effort by governments, corporations, banks, universities and the medical industrial complex to change the landscape of the modern world culturally, financially and politically. There is a shrinking middle class and shrinking population due to low birthrates. Many people believe they cannot afford to have children. Many believe they will never own a home. Many people live paycheck to paycheck and many more don't have enough money to pay bills so they sink further into debt. In many ways, the dystopia is already here. People have been struggling to make a living in the United States in the past two decades because of inflation and the rising cost of living. The working class has received little help from their governments compared to the endless billions of foreign aid that governments have funneled into pointless wars. Western Civilization, including The U.S. Canada and the EU are an unjust group of countries that have betrayed their own people.

America has become a place most accurately described by author and journalist Chris Hedges in his book Empire of Illusion: The End of Literacy and The Triumph Of Spectacle: “We now live in a nation where doctors destroy health, lawyers destroy justice, universities destroy knowledge, governments destroy freedom, the press destroys information, religion destroys morals, and our banks destroy the economy.” Every institution that we entrust to perform a critical function in our society has become an institution that poisons and destroys the thing it is meant to protect.

How did we arrive at this point in history? The United States of America is 33 trillion dollars in debt, Americans hold over 1 trillion in credit card debt and total household debt is over 17 trillion. The dollar has lost the majority of its value from 1900 to 2023. Amid this financial weakening of working class America, new billionaires are created and hundreds of billions of dollars are shipped across the world to fund wars the American people do not support. The only way that something so absurd and so openly traitorous against its own people could occur is for the state sponsored media to run cover for the entire operation and keep people distracted from important facts by focusing attention on drama, disagreements, arguments, insults, crimes, sports and sensational stories.

The media plays a crucial role in the changing landscape of the modern world because they are the Praetorian guard of the ruling class. They are the gatekeepers of information and they have the power to make an innocent person seem guilty or a guilty person seem innocent.

People across the world distrust the Western mainstream, legacy media and view it as the propaganda arm of the government. In the beginning of the mainstream media, the media was a public service funded by taxes that was intended to inform the population without bias. Over time, it morphed into something so sinister that the truth about the state of the world could be whatever lie the media said. In other words, it gained the power to dictate what is truth and what is falsehood. The government-media complex has eroded the freedom of speech, accelerated the of censorship of ideas and has damaged Western Civilization by gate keeping truth.

The dystopia consists of failing social systems, failing infrastructure, failing economy and failing physical and mental health while the media feeds opiates to the masses and brazenly lies about the state of affairs. There is no better illustration of the corruption of modern society than the 2020-2023 covid vaccine campaign. The federal government and state governments forced Americans to decide between keeping their employment and taking an experimental gene altering pharmaceutical product while the mainstream media repeated the constant lie that it was “safe and effective” A more sinister situation on the earth could not be conceived by the mind of the devil. An injection that was neither safe nor effective was marketed to and forced upon working class Americans leading to a number of deaths and devastating illnesses that has not been accurately calculated yet. The nation that America used to be is gone; the people's loyalties are fractured, the mind of humanity is fractured, the dam is breaking and the future remains uncertain.

What direction will Western Civilization go? Will it become a vassal state of the rising Chinese communist nation? Will it bring justice to those responsible for the covid deception?

Common people must not be governed by people in shadows and must never consent to tyranny. It is the citizens responsibility to hold the government's feet to the fire. That used to be the media's job, but they have failed, and in that crucial area, the citizen journalists must succeed. Citizens are responsible for our society's future. By organizing public hearings with local, state and federal officials, citizen and independent journalists must educate fellow citizens and air their grievances. These hearings should live-streamed on the internet and kept for public record. The time has come for all the criminality to end and for justice to be served. The thing our country needs most right now is for its citizens to crawl out of the digital prisons that the architects of society keep us in, to emerge from our homes and convene in an open location to broadcast the truth to the world and to get to the bottom of who is responsible for our national decline and how criminal charges can be brought against them for their treason.

The government of the United States of America is worthy of scolding, it is deserving of the wrath of the citizenry. Common people cannot be mistreated, defrauded and disrespected by the government repeatedly and be expected to not retaliate and merely consent to abuse. Not until recent years have Americans ever seen the government enact draconian measures against the population in an attempt to promote the greater good. The government's failed attempt to promote the greater good came at the cost of liberty.

America is a country founded in rebellion of tyranny. Regardless of political ideology, Americans are blessed with rights, protections and privileges under the law that are not given to all people across the world. The government does not grant us these rights and privileges, the government does not assign meaning to our lives, our government was not designed to act as surrogate parents for us as American citizens. It is a misconception that the documents written by the founding fathers give us our rights. The framers intended to convey that our rights as free men and women are given to us at birth by God. No individual person or organization can ever take them away from us. We do not work for the government, the government works for us and exists to serve us and our best interests. Losing sight of that fact alone could shatter our Republic.

The corruption and deception will continue like business as usual unless there is a larger effort to hold people in government accountable for their actions. We as citizens bear a responsibility to do everything in our power to stop corruption. Allowing it to happen and complaining when it happens repeatedly simply won't cut it going forward. One of the greatest sayings of Thomas Jefferson is “When the people fear the government, there is tyranny. When the government fears the people, there is liberty.” America is reaching a moment in the history of the nation where the citizens will decide if America will be a free and Capitalist society or if it will go down the road of socialism, communism and dystopia.

Despite all of these harsh realities for working people, the answer will never be socialism or communism. The universities in America have brainwashed countless young people into thinking that socialism and communism are better economic systems than capitalism. The truth is that no economic system offers more freedom, stability and prosperity than fair market capitalism. The greater problems that we face in America are corruption, corporatism and organized crime. The government has become a mafia, corporations have become just as corrupt, constantly breaking laws and creating monopolies. Consolidation of economic activity into a few super-corporations like Amazon and Wal-Mart are not a sign of healthy capitalism, but instead a move toward oligarchy. The government fails to stop monopolies because the government is controlled by corporations and we live in a corporate oligarchy. Politicians are selected and funded by oligarchs to serve the corporate-government complex.

The first and second amendment are a iron forged sword and shield against tyranny. Our freedom of speech is our sword and our right to bear arms is our shield. It is crucial that all citizens be able to criticize and openly denigrate the actions of government officials and bureaucratic agencies. It is crucial that all citizens be able to bear arms, for self defense and for protection against government overreach. It has been said by many political commentators in many ways, but the importance of the first and second amendment cannot be overstated. It is the foundation of all political discourse and philosophical discourse because it is only through truthful speech that all falsehoods are defeated.

The blame is not directed simply at the American government, this is a global problem, with other nations advancing the agenda of forced totalitarian control over populations. Western Civilization is dying and it is under attack. Millions of people are immigrating into Western Civilization who have no plans of assimilation and have instead plans of cultural dominance. Western Civilization, both in Europe and America have systematically betrayed their citizens by giving economic benefits, government assistance and opportunities to immigrants while leaving their own citizens to fend for themselves. Tensions have never been higher because no government on earth can justify helping people of another country before helping their own. The brazen disrespect is meant to infuriate Americans and sow seeds of discontent.


PART II: COVID


The Coronavirus outbreak created two competing versions of reality. When Coronavirus was announced as a national emergency on March 13th, 2020, two mutually exclusive timelines and overarching narratives were formed about the events unfolding day by day. For some, the world was in the midst of an ongoing deadly pandemic. For others, the world was under attack biologically and psychologically by governments, pharmaceutical companies and the military industrial complex. For some, the truth lies somewhere in between the extremes.

The psychological warfare that the world recently witnessed was effective on vast numbers of people, but others resisted it entirely. How can propaganda be so effective on some and such an utter failure on others? After years of witnessing the government and the media lie to them, some people refused to be fooled again. Psychological warfare can often be used to instill fear in the minds of the victims. The propaganda used during the Coronavirus outbreak from 2020 to 2023 is the quintessential example of fear based propaganda. People in the United States have been unaware for decades that the systems of society; the institutions, the infrastructure of civilization have been changed with malicious intentions.

Fear can create irrationality and poor decision making. The fear created during the virus outbreak led many people to make decisions that would negatively affect their health, their businesses and their families. In my short lifetime, no event has caused the same level of social disruption and social tension that Coronavirus caused. Neighbors turned on each other, family members turned on each other, an in-group was created who followed “the rules” and an out-group was created who were ostracized for “breaking the rules”.

The key to understanding how the world could be lied to on the greatest scale ever seen in the modern time is by viewing the situation as an example of information warfare. Rather than giving people the absolute truth, the mainstream media gave out a somewhat plausible explanation for the outbreak of the virus. Viruses can often be transferred from animals to humans, so it was not a stretch to some people that this virus could have come from someone eating a bat.

For some people, just the simple idea of a human being eating a dead bat seemed completely absurd. This is not a commonplace practice anywhere in the United States because bats are viewed as carriers of disease, much like rats, there are so many other food options available and people generally don't hunt for bats when they go hunting. When the original lie isn't very strong, highly skeptical people are questioning the story from the start. What is more likely? A complete accident, coming from the consumption of one of the living creatures least consumed worldwide as a source of food, or a deliberate attack from one government on an opposing nation's population in which a state of cold war already exists between the two nations?

China and the United States already have an adversarial relationship, so it would make sense for China to attack. However, the reality is that the release of Coronavirus was not an attack launched solely by China against the U.S. But rather it was a multi-year operation funded by the United States government, done in cooperation with the Chinese Communist Party, to weaken both the population of the U.S. But more importantly to weaken the United States military servicemen and servicewomen while also causing an economic decline and depression. A paper trail of damning evidence already exists and is public record showing that this cooperation between the U.S. And China, along with cooperation from Canada and certain countries in Europe, is the real version of current events and the only true acceptable history of the last three years.

The result of this psychological warfare is a mountain of dead bodies created with maximum irony. By convincing the under-informed, misguided masses that they should take an injection that would protect them against the spreading illness around the world, they actually convinced them to take something that ended up killing them. The dead innocent people from the vaccine is not where the irony ends.

People admitted to hospitals were killed by the medical malpractice of the hospital staff when they were put on ventilators and given pharmaceutical drugs that made their condition worse. The cherry on top was that there were cheap, effective, safe, tested drugs that have been used for decades, that were hidden, demeaned, criticized, not given, not prescribed, and denied to patients who were suffering and dying. The mainstream media acted as the primary apparatus for brainwashing the public in all aspects of the pandemic from government policy to scientific consensus.

Everything happens for a reason, and what has transpired over the last three years must have happened to awaken the sleeping masses to the reality of the modern political scenario both domestically and globally. Governments have engaged in biological weapons attacks against their own populations. It cannot be understated the vaccination programs enacted globally in response to the SARS-COV-2 virus were an act of genocide.

Science was meant to be a system of determining empirical truths about physical reality, but it has also been corrupted by the influence of money and power. Doctors and scientists who were once trusted figures in society have become the subject of criminal investigations. Pharmaceutical companies have been fined for lying about safety data in clinical trials. Government officials have questioned key figures in the historical event of the Coronavirus outbreak, but no arrests have been made, no fines have been charged, and no justice has been served for the Americans and people across the world who have died due to medical malpractice.

Incorrect drugs were administered, patients were mistakenly put on ventilators and the general public was not informed of the details of the medical procedure that they could choose to undergo. The reality of the Coronavirus vaccine is different than any tragedy in my lifetime because unlike senseless killings and terrorism, people lined up willingly to undergo an experimental medical procedure which ended their lives. I have been shocked and sickened by the reality of people being seriously injured and killed by the Coronavirus “vaccine” which did not meet the basic requirements to be called a vaccine because it did not confer immunity.

END OF COVID

Wednesday, January 11, 2023

Still in the sea of madness

 Still cannot find my way in this world. 

Sunday, October 9, 2022

Minor Inconvenience

It's not even a big inconvenience to have a fake pandemic be the cover for a stolen election, resulting in the rapid decline of the nation. Like bro, it's not even a big deal that DNA altering nanolipid particles were injected into a billion people. I'm glad that the prospect of nuclear war doesn't bother me. Barely an inconvenience. 

Wednesday, August 17, 2022

Walking In The Forrest

 I have traveled to the Northeast, through the Ouachita Forrest, through the Ozarks to the Mark Twain National Forrest. I have been called here. I have been called to walk alone, to walk with my dog, to breathe the air of this area, which is so different from where I am from. I live in a place too hot for my liking, too crowded for my liking and too hostile for my liking. I do not wish to live in a place that is excessively hot or excessively cold, but instead a place that has a mild climate and fresh air. I cannot predict what will come of this trip, what my next steps are, or what purpose I am meant to fulfill in this incarnation. I am simply following my instincts which have lead me to where I now sit.

Wednesday, July 6, 2022

Barely Any Fuel Left

 In my spiritual gas tank I am running low. These times are so dark for America and the World. This is a recession. This is a failure. This is a painful time. Democrats are good at destroying things. It only took 16 months for them to bring our whole economy down. But Republicans are to blame too, for going along with the invasion of the Southern border and parts of the Democratic agenda.


Its time for me to go back to plant teachers, I have not been ready for 3 years. Not ready for guidance. Not ready to see beyond. But now I am low, and cannot get up. I need a hand up and my hand is reaching out.

Sunday, May 15, 2022

The Safety Data Emerges

Two years and two months after the emergence of COVID-19, the safety data for the Pfizer vaccine, which was initially going to be released in the year 2075, has been released this month. It shows that the mainstream media claim that the vaccine was 95% effective in stopping infection of Coronavirus was a lie. In reality the vaccine has a lower efficacy rate in stopping infection of Coronavirus than the immune systems of unvaccinated people. The vaccine is also less effective than Hydroxychloroquine, which has decades of safety data in its use as a treatment for Malaria. Every day that goes by, confirms my decision to not take the vaccine was the correct decision. 

The mainstream media has again covered up the release of important scientific data because they just spent the last year attempting to brainwash the masses into thinking it was safe and effective. They used part of the HIV virus to construct the vaccine, it alters human DNA, it dramatically raises the risk of developing myocarditis and blood clots. Hundreds of athletes have collapsed in the European Soccer leagues, the American Basketball and Football leagues, but the truth remains obscured from the vision of the public. The Biden Regime is doing its best to destroy the American economy, and distract people from one of the greatest lies ever perpetrated in modern Western Civilization. We can only hope that out of this wildfire comes a great awakening.

Wednesday, December 29, 2021

One Useless Man Is A Waste

 When someone dismisses facts by using the shortcut "Thats just a conspiracy theory" it is an indication of the effectiveness of the control of information and the establishment of an official narrative. Its almost a compliment. The extent to which the truth of recent events has been covered up and distorted is incredible to me. The government, media, medical establishment and pharmaceutical industry should be considered a single entity.


This entity has denied that effective, inexpensive, safe treatments to respiratory diseases exist. They have denied the existence of a cheap, effective anti-parasite drug, a nobel prize winning medication. They deny the existence of basic truths and lie so brazenly that their criminality is unable to be covered up. Casual observers can now see something is vastly wrong about how the government handled the outbreak of a disease and how totally ineffective government is at minimizing its spread. With more people dead in the second year than the first year, the government has failed its people, yet again.

Monday, December 27, 2021

Muddy Waters

The information that is being distributed to the American people is now completely tainted. People across the world have been lied to. Millions of human lives have been pawns in someone's game. Truth, in the abstract, is not elusive nor hidden. However, in the modern moral abyss, truth has been buried so far underground that Satan would be impressed.


Some simple truths are self evident, for example the nuclear family is the building block of civilization, loving one's family, country and religion is very natural. All things are based on four fundamental principles; building, destroying, sustaining and reorganizing. 


The world view and the accompanying traditions that the American male possessed for two centuries is now destroyed. A new world view has been established. When asked how mankind could carry out the atrocities of genocide, slavery and torture under the communist regime in Russia, Alexander Solzhenitsyn had a simple answer "man forgot that God exists".

Monday, June 14, 2021

A Perfect Storm

2020 was a storm, and it was no random event. I'll make an effort to be concise. A cabal of Globalists, Technocrats, Communists, Bankers, Business Titans and Politicians attacked the world. United by a vision, called the Great Reset, they used government and private funding to develop a bio-weapon. It was intentionally spread and it's effects are ongoing. It impacted the global economy, killed three million, and exposed that governments were willing to destroy individual liberties in favor of public health.


This virus was just one tool in a diverse toolbox. The shutdown of free speech, the corruption of the American institutions of government, education, and economy were already underway for decades. When governments decided to use emergency powers to keep citizens locked down, something that had never happened in my lifetime happened; the suspension of freedom in the name of public health. Some call it medical tryanny, some call it scientific tryanny, but make no mistake, there was nothing democratic about the process, it was purely authoritarian. No states held a vote to determine if it should shutdown its economy. The only state that never shut down in any way was Wyoming, the least populous state in the nation.


The virus proved mostly ineffective at the goal of planetary population reduction. A mere four million dead halfway through 2021. Now a vaccine which alters DNA is being injected into millions of people. It was meant to be the sweep up operation to kill  or sterilize the survivors of a deadlier bioweapon. The very obvious medical reactions that healthy people have had to the "vaccine" which is not really a vaccine, has woken up millions of people that our medical system does not care about our health and neither does our government. 


Under the guise of a pandemic, the American election was stolen. The audits are now happening and showing the fraud. A much bigger storm is brewing and we are only at the beginning of it. The first domino to fall is the state of Arizona. Then Georgia, Pennsylvania, Michigan and Wisconsin will follow. Election fraud is not an issue that one can simply "move on" from. There will be justice one way or another.

Saturday, June 28, 2014

Favorite Quotations

"We worship the beautiful, naked, sexy goddess that is desire."
-Bhagavan Das

"We keep looking to others to find happiness. And who is other? We are. We are other."
-Bhagavan Das

"It is better to be a warrior in a garden than a gardener in a war"
-ancient proverb

"If someone hurts you, so be it. Let it go immediately. If you hold on to the fact that they hurt you, every time you think about it, you are allowing them to hurt you again and again. But if you can let go of it then they truly only hurt you once."
-Buddhist Monk

"Most people want happiness but run toward suffering."
-Buddhist Monk

"Creation comes out of emptiness and there is nothing missing from it"
 -Stanislav Grof

"If we could just stop giving ourselves such a hard time, what a vacation this life would be."
 -Krishna Das

"I know what’s coming. I know no one beats these odds and I know it’s a matter of getting used to that and realizing that you are expelled from your mother’s uterus as if shot from a cannon towards a barn door studded with old nail files and rusty hooks. It’s a matter of how you use up the intervening time in an intelligent and ironic way; and try not to do anything ghastly to your fellow creatures."
-Christopher Hitchens

"Our normal waking consciousness, rational consciousness as we call it, is but one special type of consciousness, whilst all about it, parted from it by the filmiest of screens, there lie potential forms of consciousness entirely different."
-William James

"Sometimes I take humor seriously. Sometimes I take seriousness humorously."
-Principia Discordia

"Even the biggest man. Him was once a baby."
-Bob Marley

"Anxiety comes when we fundamentally distrust ourselves."
-Alan Watts

"Better to live short life doing things you love than a long life doing things you hate."
-Alan Watts

"Inability to accept the mystic experience is more than an intellectual handicap. Lack of awareness of the basic unity of organism and environment is a serious and dangerous hallucination. For in a civilization equipped with immense technological power, the sense of alienation between man and nature leads to the use of technology in a hostile spirit---to the "conquest" of nature instead of intelligent co-operation with nature."
-Alan Watts

"The Universe is the game of the self, which plays hide and seek forever and ever."
-Alan Watts

"What is the most interesting thing to you? Man is Because he sacrifices his health in order to make money. Then he sacrifices money to recuperate his health. And then he is so anxious about the future that he does not enjoy the present; the result being that he does not live in the present or the future; he lives as if he is never going to die, and then dies having never really lived."
-The Dalai Lama

"In the last few decades, it has become increasingly clear that humanity is facing a crisis of unprecedented proportions. Modern science has developed effective measures that could solve most of the urgent problems in today's world--combat the majority of diseases, eliminate hunger and poverty, reduce the amount of industrial waste, and replace destructive fossil fuels by renewable sources of clean energy. The problems that stand in the way are not of economical or technological nature. The deepest sources of the global crisis lie inside the human personality and reflect the level of consciousness evolution of our species."
-Stanislav Grof

"In the twilight of human history, Terence McKenna's prescription for salvation is just so crazy it might work."
-Alex Grey

"It is no measure of good health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society." -J Krishnamurti

"Life is just a dance of energy."
-Ram Dass

"It's clearly a crisis of two things: of consciousness and conditioning. We have the technological power, the engineering skills to save our planet, to cure disease, to feed the hungry, to end war; But we lack the intellectual vision, the ability to change our minds. We must decondition ourselves from 10,000 years of bad behavior. And, it's not easy.”
-Terence McKenna

"Quiet minds and open hearts are the optimum conditions for social change."
-Ram Dass

"I always thought death would come on the freeway in a few horrifying moments, so you'd have no time to sort it out. Having months and months to look at it and think about it and talk to people and hear what they have to say, it's a kind of blessing. It's certainly an opportunity to grow up and get a grip and sort it all out. Just being told by an unsmiling guy in a white coat that you're going to be dead in four months definitely turns on the lights. ... It makes life rich and poignant. When it first happened, and I got these diagnoses, I could see the light of eternity, a la William Blake, shining through every leaf. I mean, a bug walking across the ground moved me to tears."
 -Terence McKenna

 "Abandon belief systems for direct experience. The psychedelic experience is the only reliable contact with the numinous. Psychedelics dissolve belief systems."
-Terence McKenna

"Can you entertain the idea that all of your life has happened without a single mistake? Can you conceive of that possibility for a moment?"
-Ram Dass

"God demands nothing less than complete self-surrender as the price for the only real freedom that is worth having."
-Ghandi

"The intellect was the ultimate arbiter of truth in society. The guru mirrors where you aren't. It doesn't catch you anywhere. You catch yourself. The intellect is the powertool of our seperateness. Love is a more powerful medicine than LSD. If you have a sense of humor, how depressed can you be?"
-Ram Dass

"Neurosis is the absence of legitimate suffering."
-Carl Jung


"Acid is not for every brain. Only the healthy, happy, wholesome, handsome, hopeful, humorous, high velocity should seek these experiences. This elitism is totally self-determined. Unless you are self-confident, self-directed, self-selected, please abstain from LSD."
-Timothy Leary

"An idea is something you have. An ideology is something that has you."
-Morris Berman

"Ideology is toxic. All ideology. Ideology is an insult to the gift of human free thinking."
-Terence McKenna

"The thing that people find offensive about drug abuse is self destructive, repetitive, unconscious behavior. Psychedelics do not promote self destructive, repetitive, unconscious behavior. Quite the opposite; psychedelics break up patterns of behavior, promote self reflection and self evaluation. When you consider LSD you must consider it in the following analogy: on the molecular level, the power of LSD is equivalent to a fire ant that can completely tear down the Empire State Building in under 30 minutes."
-The Great Terence McKenna

"That's the troublesome position of psychedelic explorer, whether the contents which are experienced with utmost certainty are real in an internal or an external sense, in a concrete or a symbolic sense, and furthermore, whether the reality we return to and live within holds up to the same criteria, because suddenly after the ingestion of a single chemical compound, things are revealed to be much less certain."
-Terence McKenna

"A psychedelic experience is characterized by the striking perception of aspects of one's mind previously unknown, or by the creative exuberance of the mind liberated from its ostensibly ordinary fetters. Psychedelic states are an array of experiences including changes of perception such as hallucinations, synesthesia, altered states of awareness or focused consciousness, variation in thought patterns, trance or hypnotic states, mystical states, and other mind alterations. These processes can lead some people to experience changes in mental operation defining their self identity (whether in momentary acuity or chronic development) different enough from their previous normal state that it can excite feelings of newly formed understanding ranging from revelation & enlightenment to the opposing polarity of confusion & psychosis."
-Wikipedia entry

"Those who stand towards the sun, shadows fall behind them."
-Walt Whitman

"If that is how you want to approach it, God is an ever receding pocket of scientific ignorance."
-Neil Degrasse Tyson

"Its hard to meditate because we have monkey minds."
-Shaum Pithugai

"Don't try to improve your intelligence or expand your knowledge. Just enhance your perception. See things exactly as they are."
-Sadhguru Jaggi Vasudev

"The incredible thing about Maharaj-Ji was not that he loved everyone, it was that when I was in his presence I loved everyone too."
-Larry Brilliant

 "We are living in a culture entirely hypnotized by the illusion of time, in which the so-called present moment is felt as nothing but an infinitesimal hairline between an all-powerful causative past and an absorbingly important future. We have no present. Our consciousness is almost completely preoccupied with memory and expectation. We do not realize that there never was, is, nor will be any other experience than the present experience. We are therefore out of touch with reality. We confuse the world as talked about, described and measured with the world which actually is. We are sick with a fascination of names, numbers, symbols, signs, concepts and ideas."
-Alan Watts

"Some of the last obstacles to the inner temple are righteousness and being right, being good. One of the problems with spiritual work is being "good" and "righteous" but not free. Freedom lies behind right and wrong, behind good and evil. Its the one that lies behind the two."
-Ram Dass

"There are those who look up at night and there are those who do not yet know why they should."
-Neil Degrasse Tyson

"When you do that much mushrooms reality must become like a slippery fish in your hands."
-Joe Rogan

"Cast into doubt all of your cherished illusions"
-Terence McKenna

"You become a different person when you bring into question your tacit assumptions and unarticulated presuppositions."
-Cornel West

"It has become appallingly obvious that our technology has exceeded our humanity."
-Albert Einstein

"You can't have a war on drugs. that is having a war on something that isnt fighting back, its like having a war on sand or like having a war on rocks, rocks and the sand are not fighting back, you cant eliminate drugs from the planet because drugs are made of simple chemicals that are abundant on the planet."
-Simon G Powell

"The mind has so many good qualities and so many bad qualities. Our basic nature is to be joyous, happy, compassionate, harmonious, open, loving, warm and friendly. Anytime the mind is saturated with negative emotions it is not in its natural state."
-Buddhist Monk

"Life is like the way tea tastes. Continuously the taste of tea is leaving your mouth. A new moment, then a new moment, then a new moment."
-Buddhist Monk
"Do the opposite of deconstruction of reality with your thoughts." 
-Terence McKenna

"Remember that every person you meet either is a baby or used to be a baby. dont take anybody seriously. they used to shit uncontrollably."
-Chess White

Tuesday, March 18, 2014

Praise Holy Mother

oxymoronic paradoxical contradictory spiritual attainment dissatisfying inescapable drama. sideways rumblings brainwashed high testosterone low fulfilment unintelligent irrelevant pointless competition. egotistical hedonistic philosophical apologetics self righteous indecipherable misery. Seamless fury anger dimensions biological response mechanism. Endless cycle of reactionary insubstantial armwaving. Rampage delight poopsmells crave the rigid institutional bias. gerrymandering politicians subsequently arrange poop contests. legalized marijuana and psychedelic drug usage. unimpeded heroin addicts careless removing fashionable clothing. Socially awkward eighteen year olds suggest sexual favors in exchange for crocodile shoes and all the pimp accessories. Teams from different lands agree on all points of doctrine. Buddhist monks improvise dance while naked spraying cocaine champagne showers across the stripper hall of fame and pornography awards ceremony. Jewish enterprising outer space black men ask unsurprisingly if the cake is non digital. All the planets fart in a chorus of annihilation and grandeur. Petite French attractive women with large breasts sneak the tiniest morning blowjob. Fractal timescales of sugar coated funnel cakes admire the black and skinny waitresses and we are all left to wonder what the corporations meant when they said that destroying the earth in pursuit of a good olde time was equivalent to a bowling leopard promptly inserting his last coin into the monopoly machine so that by the time the long line of church going white privileged elite got done and got enough kicks from gokarting that he could speed around the track in peace and solidarity as he gazed into the moonlight and realized that all the humans on the spinning rock are equally insane.